I always find it hard to explain to you what I feel. I find it a challenge to tell you what I really want to let you know. I don’t know the exact reason why but it always ends up as a blur. I’m sorry if I can’t give you the answers you seek or the deets you want to know about. It’s just that I’ve been thinking lately, well I guess I’m overthinking again, what would happen if I let you know all the emotions balled up inside of me?
It’s always a struggle. Man, it is.
Just so you know, I’m always running out of the right words to say. I can’t even tell exactly what I want to express. But then, I believe that time will come when I’d be sure enough to let you in again and let my guard down. Maybe, I guess. Just maybe.
Still, thank you. You may say that I’m weird and incomprehensible if you are reading this now but I know you get what I mean.